i'm in a bad mood...
he didn't reply my message for hours.
it's not i angry that he didn't reply.
i'm angry myself for being such ''sticky''.
i know guys need a lot freedom, right?
i know.
but, sometimes when he went out with his friends,
& he didn't reply my message, i'll get angry.
cause i'm waiting for his reply.
i should give him more freedom, right?
i'm not a good girlfriend, maybe.
sometimes, he will come back earlier.
just because he know i'm angry.
seriously, i don't like it.
i don't like that i ruin his out going with friends.
when he did that,
i hate myself.
i do really hate myself.
feel that i'm so '' sticky ''.
i can feel that how immature am i.
the second thing,
i did told her that thursday & friday i'm not going to school.
i told her on wednesday!!
i TOLD her.
hold me tight when i cry.