ii received a call from him.
he told mii 12am he is going to airport & leave here forever.
he made up his mind to break with mii.
iim not given a chance to choose.
ii have to respect his decision.
but ii still <3 him.
9am- 2nd Feb 2009
ii cried when ii look at the clock which shows that it's 9am now.
he reach Aus at 9am.
he has to start his new life there, the life without mii.
& ii have to live without him.
ii just want to know that,
did he miis mii like ii do?
ii can't let him go.
but ii have no choice...
iim not his & he's not mine anymore.
like what my babee, PeiLing told mii,
" he really have done his best to keep you from being so hurt.. "
" think that it's a beautiful memory that you'll always remember... "
his wallet...
he never take it.
he wants mii to give to my Mr.Right.
my real Mr. Right...
& ii'll keep my promises to him.
hope he will do the same thing...
everything just came too sudden.
all happen just like a dream.
& ii have no idea what to do...
everything ii've believed in,
has lied to mii...